bu suang! bu suang!
i donno why. but on tuesday i had a really bad day. it is totally like the song 'bad day' by daniel powter. i just suddenly lost all happiness in me lah. felt totally sad the whole day in school. and everything ppl say irritates me.
firstly, i just felt there's no point studying. really. like u will use all differentiation and circular motion stuff when u work lah! they say studying is a form of decipline. on tues, i thought it was a waste of time. felt really bu suang with school.
then there's the ppl~. i feel that if u and the person's character don match, then the more time u spend together eachday, the more irritated u get. seriously. more time u spend together, the more flaws u find. actually not really flaws, just the things the person say/do/think makes u bu suang wid the person. in the end u just rather spend time alone than even meet the person's eye. quite sad.
then is the time schedule. so many things i wanna do. but so many clashes. really irrtating! how i wish i can split myself up. i don mind jumping into a nuclear bomb(wid VJ uniform coz they say it it is fire-proof, water-proof and can survive 10sec of a nuclear holocust(spell?)), if my genes can get mutated to gimme this ability.
went home(alone, so that i can think) and slacked coz i'm so bu suang!
on a happier note, i finish watching 'fruit basket'(jap anime) . really funny. but the ending abit dark and confusing. not all qns answered to. but a really good show! at least that lightens up my mood abit.
and ppl~this is not PMS coz it's not the time yet. so yah. i donno why
