moments of desperation
why are you so silly, my girl? some things are worth waiting for. so why did you do what you did? that stuff was so like the stuff you see in TV dramas. i nv thought it would happen to you-- someone i noe for so long. now we finally understand your tears and sobs. maybe i'm living in a life too sheltered and safe from the TV dramas stuff; juz nv knew that it could happen to someone close to me. you silly girl! you're blinded, you shld have known better. you're so getting a MTV pocket pal from me this christmas/ur next birthday! i hope you can see this. you are so silly that you left me speechless.
despite my problem with horror film, still went to Exocism of Emily Rose. scared the hell out of me lah! i'm actually not surprise the people in the theatre nv scream their head off. i mean the gruesome pics only flash for like 2-3 secs, enough for you to gasp only. but it leaves a damn lasting impression. so lasting that i can sill vividly remember the scenes last night in bed. Especially the one when emily was found lying on the floor with her body in a terrribly twisted state. shall not post it here. go watch. had to force myself to sleep late nite. i'm such a sucker.
anyway, that film made me remember a very gd quote too:
"True courage is not about overcoming your fears, but fighting for something that is more important than fear itself"
yup. she was so brave.
