this internship thing is making me damn damn damn stress.
everyday wenni and i will bitch bout the lack of replies from career services or our self-sourced companies. HOW chui.. and i keep thinking bout it everytime i'm free.
the worst thing is everytime the phone rings, i will jump to it. then if the caller is someone i know, i'll be damn disappointed. (this is kinda sick) and when the caller is unknown, i'll kinda pray for one sec that the person who called is from some company that wants to arrange for an interview. and if the unknown caller isn't (like the skincare doctor tt called me yest during class), i can totally sense the disappointment in my voice. hai....
but i guess the situation is really bad now. i heard that a few hundred of banking and finance specialisation ppl haven gotten an internship too. compared to just 4 in THM corhort. but THM corhort has 50 ppl only. so maybe the ratio is still the same. i dono...
and nbs career services must be feeling damn stressed now. jie sin sais tt they are the poor middleman coz the students are all breathing down their neck and shooting random emails and calls, while the companies ba-long-long take their time to select and interview. and the economy isn't total enthu bout working with them and making their lives easier too. so it's quite common to receive emails from them at like 9pm at night and on weekends. i kinda sympathise with them but i'm too stressed out from not getting an internship to be understanding. so it's a matter of time before i start shooting emails and calls to them. haha!
this stress is totally not good for health. it's the kinda stress caused by events you can't control, not the motivating kinda stress. sucks.. =(
